*******On Friday March 8th, 2013, Sarah will be lowering the price of 'I am HER...' to $6.99 for three days- should you wish to purchase Her ebook this would be the perfect week-end to read it at a 30 % discount. Thank you to all interestedThis Book deserves a solid 8 stars , just for the struggles that Sarah went through with writing this amazing story and sharing it with me .I am gutted , I am an emotional wreck after reading this story. I am shocked !!!!! I wanted Suzanne to have her happy ending , the love she so deserved after the life she had been living for so long and the torment that she went through . Book Blurb :A sometimes funny, tragically graphic, compelling tale of a woman suffering... She has no name of her own. She is every name everyone has ever called her. She is nameless. She has a good job, a beautiful home and a wonderful husband. She is everything she was supposed to be. She has structure and stability, but she is lost. She is trying. Her whole life is spent trying; yet her whole life has been nothing but an apology. She is so tired of trying and failing. In just one week, she learns her entire life is a series of brutalities. She learns intense, consuming passion for the first time with a beautiful stranger. She learns love within this passion, and she learns heartbreak while without. Slowly her breakdown overcomes her. She tries to rise above her circumstances, but when she has nothing left to fight with; she tries to ease the pain forever. Desperately, she fights her way through the agony of life, and she returns with a gentle hope. She wants to live, and she wants to love, for the first time in her life. Now, she has a name. Now, she can be 'her'... Any HER that she wants to be."Has anything ever hurt me like this before? Has there ever been a greater pain in my life? I can feel nothing but this intense agony as I look into his eyes. I'm going to leave feeling only this agony, forever.""You are the best thing that has EVER happened to me. Thank you.This Book will pull you into an emotional ride like you have never experienced before . It will make you cry, it will make you hold your breathe, it will make your heart hurt like it has never felt pain before . The emotions in this book are heavy. This novel was horrific, engrossing, graphic, painful and beautiful at once, and I found myself consumed with the struggle, madness and passion of the main character's amazing story. I found myself literally holding my breath with Suzanne through this story. “After shutting off the phone to ignore the incessant ringing, I'm proud of myself. I hear nothing but silence. There is nothing torturing me. There is no sound to make me jump or panic. There is nothing but complete silence, well, Except In My Head, but whatever.” Most people look for a HEA in books , This book has an HEA but in a different way . It is hard to explain. YOU will be shocked with the ending of the book , BUT you will also realize that in the end Suzanne was happy , she was Loved, and she felt love like she was truly suppose to in life .. BUT it is also gut wrenching to see that after ALL she went through things ended the way they did ... My heart Hurts for her, My Heart Aches for Z . I can't imagine anyone in their life ever going through something like Suzanne did and even fathom wanting to live after everything comes crashing down on her . She does though and she works her ass off to get herself better and work through everything that has ever happened to her ... and in the end I truly believe she was happy , she was loved."I love you, Z...But I am gone.”Thank you Sarah for sharing Suzanne's story with me by asking me to read and review it . Suzanne and Z will forever be in my heart and I will love them forever !!!!